Breakaway

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As a 18 year-old boy like me, I know how bitter-sweet life is.

I  know how it’s like to enjoy an almost ‘free’ life with my own family. I know how great it be when there’s always some people [except the floor LOL] that stand beside you when you fall, or when you raise. And I also know, that era doesn’t last long anymore.

Some told me, “Tim, you’re just 18, still a kid mate, everybody stands by you. Why so nervous”. They’re right, but I found something wrong here.

You think that your parent will life for more than 100 years supporting you? Your friends will lend you their properties just to make you happy? Well, I don’t.

From somewhere in your lifetime, you begin to stand by your OWN, to forget about the ‘free’ living with parents, to buy stuff in your abilities, to understand what borrowing money from friends without paying back would be a big problems. You begin to be responsibility with your own life. At that time, you turn 18. Real LIFE meaning comes true. This makes sense right?

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I’ve been in some of the tough days ever this time. My body was wearing down, and my emotions were wearing down too. Feel like life was never harder than this. Then I blame my home town, thinking this must be the right time for me to left. Right. But when it’s only hours to get on the bus, I decide to move the plan to the next day. Leaving home seems not that easy, even not the first time.

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Well, my very-long summer holiday from last year ends here. Even if I want or not, it’s time to back to the wave of life. Tim, are you ready? I hope you are!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

If you’re absent during my struggle, don’t expect to be present during my success.

Will Smith

OUTRO [SOPA/PIPA Protesting Post]

1 :: There’re lots of different between the Dragon from Western culture and the one from Asian culture.

About the Western notion, ‘Dragon’ is known  as a vicious mascot which can erupt, has lizards-similar appearance, and represents for the dark power. In opposite, ‘Dragon’ in Eastern Asia people mind is the symboy of authority and superlative strength. It’s even as much important as they consider the ‘Dragon’ to be represented for each Lunar year; and as their way of counting for Lunar calendar, the next year will be Imjin Year/壬辰/Nhâm Thìn [The Water Dragon], as considered to be the The most promising from 12-year Cycle [opposed to the Year of the Cat]

The ‘Dragon’ is also considered as the biggest symbolization to describe the ‘distance’ between the two cultures.

Only 3 days left...

2 :: Outro, in the most simple knowing, is a part of the ending from media uses.

It’s only 3 days left [count from the day I launched this post] until the Dragon Year [as the way I call it]. Even though the story doesn’t end, and the mess still moves on with conflict and controversy,  it’s time for the Cat Year to fade out. As the positive way to say, I rather have those troubles to solve in the next Lunar year than the old one, haha.

... then this is going to be replaced!

3 :: ‘Tet’ the biggest and the most important holiday and festival in Vietnam, takes place in the first day of the first Lunar month, and lasts for 3 days as the main ceremony.

Be affected by a very long history as well as the feudal dynasty, Tet has lots of heavy observances even in nowaday. And even considering myself as a person who love Tet, I still feel quite tired of follow those ‘rule’, especially the Eve and the very first day. Actually it’s all about our mind. If we think it’s important, then it’s important. If we think it’s nothing, then it’s nothing. My experiences prove that, why so serious?

Alright, I admit I used to be too serious about the observances, and all I received were just the confusion. Let’s wait how I change this time ;).

PS. Some little things I love from Tet is firework, and specially playing card, my Tet is all about this :p Otherwise, Tet is the only time in a year I be nice to people I even really really hate. Is that a positive thing ;)

QUOTE OF THE DAY

Just because you can, doesn’t mean you should.

Common sense

QuickPost: What’s to Discuss, Old Friend?

Dear enemies,

I really appreciate the creepy time we been together last year, like I never had before.

Now, it’s time for me to face the fact, that I have no more ‘bullets’ to fight back. So, I better dump those memories to the trash, as a place they belong to.

If you want to take them back, just visit this place. Who knows if you find out you fit with the place too? Haha.

PS. Look, Lunar New Year’s coming.

QUOTE OF THE DAY

Never expect to be treated well if you treat me bad.

TIM

New Era

Alright, this is a brand new year, this is 2012. I know it.

In the very last day of the drama series named 2011, I promised with myself, that all every negative things, all issues I haven’t solved, all the contradictions I haven’t found the answers, all the plans I haven’t done, all the friends I haven’t met, all the enemies I haven’t told “I forgive you, even though you still think I’m the villain“, that I forget them all.

And although I doesn’t really have a great New Year’s Eve [the worst, mate. But the next day is great!], and all the drama suddenly appear more often than ever [I call some of those back honestly :p], I don’t feel mind.

‘Cause you know what? I just had a real bad year, in which I tortured myself by thinking about the ‘Progress’, about relationship, about the future, that as a human being, I could never impact them just to help myself.

So, in this year, 2012, I won’t spend time on those anymore. I confirm it. It means, no moaning about “oh why you ignore me“, or “why I feel desperate” or something like this. I say, if you hate me? Good, go hate me / You don’t feel please being with me? Then just walk away / You don’t want to talk? Ok then just do your job and ignore me /  If you want me to help you something, I refuse, then you mad at me? Fine, let baking with your friends about me / You dislike what I made? Right, you suck, jealous guys! / If you found out I sarcasm right in front of your face? just get mad…

Cause I don’t think I care anymore. It’s time for me to know, who is my best friends, who’s willing to listen to my problems, and then be willing to tell me all their problems, even if those make us laughat each other, not the one who want to ‘use’ me as the way they use their friends, at all.

Look at my map. That's how I want my brain to work ;)

 

Also, It’s time for me to continue my ‘Progress ‘ that I wished it could be done in the last year. It includes lots of things I have to complete as soon as possible. No time for Drama anymore you people.

Ok, enough rude sentences haha [Just want to help myself feeling stronger, forgive me].

Just something for people who’s reading this Nonsense-category post, have a great New Year my friend. Rock with it! F*ck the rest!! Woohoo!!!

PS. Hey, I’m not sure about what I wrote :p Sometime, saying and doing have a long distance. But whatever, see my pictures, it’s firework in my town at the New Year’s Eve moment ;)

QUOTE OF THE DAY

Easy come, easy go.

English Idioms

TIMgle Bell! TIMgle Bell! TIMgle All the Way!

 

I think I don’t have to remind you “Mate, you know what’s coming?” right? Haha.

Now, it’s time for me to I declare, the-worst- month of the-worth-year is about to ending here! I moan about it all the time! So, it’s no need to continue for sure ;) It’s holiday time, we have lots of things to do, guys! [I mean to play! LOL]

All I want to say now is, to all my friends, from the one I don’t really know, to my pretty close friends:

MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR. Enjoy it now!

Above is my newest artwork, just for fun. Hope you guys love it! [You know, I love it :D]

Last thing, I just want to ask…, WHERE ARE MY CHRISTMAS GIFTS? WHERE ARE MY CHRISTMAS GIFTS??? LMAO

From TIM with love.

QUOTE OF THE DAY

The bigger they are, the harder they fall

Happy Tree Friends